Pregnancy Diary:

JULY O5: Brought a pregnancy test.. Got a very faint Positive

JULY 13: Brought another PG Test.. BFP! **State of denial begins**

JULY 15: Went to Pregnancy support agency and took urine test

JULY 16: Got results.. POSITIVE!

AUGUST 28: Confirmed Pregnancy @ OBGYN.. Heard heartbeat 16O BPM

AUGUST 31: Babies first Pics!

OCTOBER 19: ULTRASOUND.. IT'S A BOY!! 9OZ

FEBRUARY 11: SENT TO HOSP. DUE TO HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE

FEBRUARY 22: 2 CM DILATED. SENT TO LABOR & DELIVERY_ HBP

FEBRUARY 27: 19TH B.DAY.. SPENT IN L&D_ HPB PRESENT: **STRETCHED TO 3CM**

MARCH 2ND: MEMBRANES STRIPPED LOST MUCUS PLUG THAT NIGHT

MARCH 1O: DUE DATE SENT TO L&D AGAIN_HBP.. FINALLY INDUCED DECISION MADE @ 10:20 PM

MARCH 11: ELIEZER ALLISTER TORRES JR.. BORN @ 5:O9PM

On 3.10.08 I was sent to the hospital to be induced because of my high blood pressure... At around 10 pm they made the decision to induce me. At 4:09 am they started my pitocin drop. At 7:45 am I was 4 centimeters dilated and they broke my water. At 9 the contractions started and all hell broke loose for me. The anesthesiologist came in the room around 11 to give me my epidural.. it didnt work so he came back in and dug deeper.. By 11:45 chuchy finally got there and I was in heaven.. Since the contractions had started they were back to back abou 15 seconds apart... They checked me around 4:40 and I was still 5 centimeters they then made the decision for me to have a c-section. At 4:45 pm I was moved from L&D Suite 5 to OR #2 where I was given a spinal block and at 5:09 pm my son came into the world. Me and chuchy immediately teared up and started crying and crying and looking at him. It took them an agonizing 20 minutes to put me back together and stitch me back up but after that chuchy went back to the L&D room to tell everyone and they handed the baby to me and switched me to a different bed (nearly dropping me) and rolled me back into the room where my mom, my brother, my sis-in-law, his mom, his sis, and his bro-in-law were anxiously waiting and crying at the sight of my son. It was the most beautiful experience I'll ever remember.. I'll never again have the miracle of delivering my first child but it was something I'll never forget (as you seen because a month later I'm remembering these drastic details) LOL..

Me and my bf are extremely pleased to report we're having a little boy.  And the baby seems to be healthy at 9 oz! It was incredible. We got a picture of his little penis and nuts and it definately is a boy. I am so relieved because we were given soo many blue things and things that said little boy on them. My bf doesn't want to tell anybody until the baby shower but it seems the more people we come in contact with. The more that wall of secrecy falls. Last night we were at my sis-in-law's house and he turned to me and said "I kinda wanna tell" I didn't hesitate in pulling out that ultrasound picture and annoncing that it was a boy. I can't wait to tell more people, Anxiously awaiting Eliezer Alister Torres Jr.,

LOVE, LiSE

LISE

LISE AND CHUCHY <ALWAYS AND FOREVER>

Hey everybody!! Haven't been on in a while but I thought I'd leave a little update. Well it's finally here!! I find out the sex of my beloved baby next Friday! My feelings have changed recently and I believe it's a boy. But it's hard to distinguish maternal instinct and preference. Things have been kinda rocky lately. At my last app. my doctor couldn't find the heartbeat. My eyes watered up but he quickly carried us away to an ultrasound and showed us our baby was fine and very active. That was the most relieving thing in the world to me n hubby. Well I was also told that my blood pressure is high. So I have to relax. But me and hubby argue daily now. It upsets me to think that I could hurt my self and my baby with my emotions. The most thing we argue about is my situation. I haven't gotten a job and the money we saved up we spent it all on a car. I don't know what to do, I don't have a job. I was going to go back to school but my blood pressure my mom (whose a nurse) said it would be better for me not to. My boyfriend doesn't seem to care and keeps arguing with me about it. So I'm gonna have to go back to school. And the situation with my "sperm donor" aka father is getting worse. I'm 5 months pregnant and I don't know when I'm going to tell him. My time is running short and I don't know what I'm going to do or where I'm going to go when he kicks me out! This sucks. No wonder my blood pressure is high. But to calm myself down. I get to see my baby in 8 days!! Well I'll leave an update then!

LiSE

Hey I'm here now it's 11:09 at night and today was an extremely eventful day.. The most amazing thing happened.. I got an ultrasound.. it was absolutely the most amazing thing I have ever seen. My baby was soo gorgeous and active in the belly. Daddy had teary eyes and I was in a state of awe. He was kicking and punching and having a good time. The doc said he/she was a little small for the gestation I don't know how. I'm already showing!! I was soo relieved seeing my active little baby. On Oct. 19th I found out if the baby is a him/her... I can't wait.. Anyway that's all for now..

Love LiSE

LiSE ~N~ Chuchy  6/10/06 & 2/12/07

Hey all my reader's. I went on my doctors appointment yesterday and I heard the most amazing thing.. I heard my baby's heartbeat!! I couldn't believe it... Me and my bf's eyes swelled with tears and it was absolutely magnificent. The doctor looked at me and said "Yep it's real," thats the same thing me and my boyfriend were thinking. It was beautiful I fell instantly in love. I kept thinking, 'if I love my baby this much just from hearing the heartbeat, I can't wait to hold him or her'. I gotta say it put me in a good mood for the rest of the day and even when I think about it now I smile like silly. Well Friday I get my first ultrasound! I'm sooo anxious! 2 days to go.. and my mom's finally okay. We're still not planning on telling my dad but I'm planning on going to jobcorp so I can make some money and get some certification to get a good job and give my baby everything he could ever want! Well bye for now...

12:11 am

LiSE ~N~ Chuchy 2/12/07 & 6/10/05

I am sitting here at the computer it's 2:02 am and I'm not really tired. Considering the fact I've been napping most of the day. But all is good. I have my 2nd appointment tomorrow with a new doctor. I'm really anxious to see what she'll do. I'm 12 weeks pregnant and supposed to be goodbye to symptoms, right? Well I lost mine long ago, that's why I'm soo anxious for tomorrows appointment. I would really love to hear a heartbeat and relieve all my worries. The current miscarriage rates are crazy! 1 in 4. I haven't heard a heartbeat yet or had any type of ultrasound because my last doctor was an ass. But other that that I'm really anxious for tomorrow. My bf's really really hoping for a baby boy. So am I, sorta. But I have a huge feeling this is gonna be a girl. Like a huge feeling. When I daydream I feel like a day dream about a baby boy is too absurd. We picked out a name Jayde Eliyannah Torres, and for the small possibility that it's a boy Eliezer Allister. But either way our family is gonna be beautiful because I am deeply in love with my boyfriend and am deeply in love with our baby!

LOVE, LISA RODRIGUEZ AKA LiSEC_T