Don't really feel pregnant
posted on 08/28/2007
I am sitting here at the computer it's 2:02 am and I'm not really tired. Considering the fact I've been napping most of the day. But all is good. I have my 2nd appointment tomorrow with a new doctor. I'm really anxious to see what she'll do. I'm 12 weeks pregnant and supposed to be goodbye to symptoms, right? Well I lost mine long ago, that's why I'm soo anxious for tomorrows appointment. I would really love to hear a heartbeat and relieve all my worries. The current miscarriage rates are crazy! 1 in 4. I haven't heard a heartbeat yet or had any type of ultrasound because my last doctor was an ass. But other that that I'm really anxious for tomorrow. My bf's really really hoping for a baby boy. So am I, sorta. But I have a huge feeling this is gonna be a girl. Like a huge feeling. When I daydream I feel like a day dream about a baby boy is too absurd. We picked out a name Jayde Eliyannah Torres, and for the small possibility that it's a boy Eliezer Allister. But either way our family is gonna be beautiful because I am deeply in love with my boyfriend and am deeply in love with our baby!
LOVE, LISA RODRIGUEZ AKA LiSEC_T
