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Day Five - Entry #3 (from Kelly) posted on 08/24/2007
There are really no words to begin thanking all of you for your words of love, encouragement, strength, and comfort; so I will start off by saying THANK YOU and let you know that the support we are receiving is what is literally carrying us right now.....I don't exactly know how we would physically be walking without it, so thank you from the bottom of our hearts. This week has been a whirlwind and there have definitely been times of tears, fear, and over-whelmedness, but it is also unreal how a spirit of peace and comfort has filled us and sustained us; for that reason I praise God and thank Him for pouring on us his mercy, strength and comfort as a result of the many prayers lifted up on Bennett and our family's behalf. Bennett is beautiful- when I look at him I just can't stop thank God for this precious baby boy. His sweet, calm spirit was evident every day of our pregnancy, and that has only continued since he entered the world on Monday morning. When he was inside of me, people would ask me "are your ribs sore from his kicks and jabs?" and I would honestly answer "actually no- I feel the normal little punches and kicks from him, but I guess he's taking it easy on me." As he now lies in his NICU bed, I see him lying there with his same sweet, calm spirit, and I thank God for giving him the strength, temperment, and ability to fight this infection, which willl no doubt be a long journey. I love to quietly speak and pray right into his ear, watch his eyelids move, watch him blow a bubble from his mouth, and/or then watch him give us a little foot kick or hand movement to let us know he's fighting for us, but saving the majority of his energy for the journey ahead. He is no doubt very special and has already won our hearts..... we will never be the same after meeting our angel boy. For those of you who know Travis, you know what a special man he is, but I want to let you know what an incredible rock he has been for Bennett and myself this week. When I was lying in the recovery room right after the c-section, it was Travis who jumped in our car all alone and followed the ambulance with its lights flashing, carrying our son to Georgetown hospital. He did not leave Bennett's side and amidst my fear that day and night (as I was 10 minutes up the road at Sibley), I had such comfort knowing that Bennett had his daddy by his side to talk to the doctors, monitor his status, and contact family members as the situation unfolded. Travis has been perched by Bennett's side every minute that he can be there, and has been pouring upon Bennett words straight from the Bible, songs of praise, and prayers of strength....perhaps they have even had a few conversations about posting up under the basket in a few years and the upcoming UT football season- this would not surprise me at all . He has already blown me away by the father he is and I am so thankful for the strength he has shown in moments that I was literally almost immobile. As my strength increases I really look forward to joining him more and more for their precious bed-side chats. Thank you again for your prayers and please let them only continue for our Bennett- I have been clinging to this Psalm for years, but it has a whole new meaning for me now:
"Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul. Teach me to do your will, for you are my God; may your good spirit lead me on level ground." Psalm 143:8
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