Today I finished work, the baby is due in 15 days or so..depending if he wants to come early or not. He is moving around all the time and doing a lot of pushing. Yesterday I thought I was having pre labour pains or something, but this little guy loves to party at night and not let mommy sleep.

I can't believe that the day is fast approaching. I can't believe he will be here so soon. I can't wait.

Today is the start of my 37 week. I am in shock how fast and easy this pregnancy has gone.

I am looking forward to meeting this little guy and can't wait to hold him in my arms. My husband is so cute and I know he can't wait either.  At times I feel that this little guy will be stubborn like us and come late and other times I feel that maybe he will be on time or early. All I care about is that he is healthy and a happy little boy.

I have spoken to many people about my worries and I know it wil painful but hearing others stories I know that the pain will be nothing when I see this little guy.

Today is Jeff and mine 8 month wedding anniversary. Today we put together the nursery and the furniture. As the room comes together the dream is becoming reality and the excitement building.

As I am reading my previous journal entries I have noticed my theme, scared of childbirth. I had a bit of  ascare on Friday and took myslef to the labour and delivery assessment room at the hospital because I could not feel the baby move for many hours. I was nervous because for the past 5 days he has been a disco dancer, a hockey player, a gymnast and a kickboxer. On Friday I had not felt anything for many hours. So I went, BIG BIG Mistake. I was there with 4 other couples, I heard screaming from the rooms for delivery, I had a poor woman in the curtain next to me at 25 weeks in pain. Luckily I was out within an hour with a baby with a very strong heartbeat. As soon as I got into the car, he started moving and shaking, and continued till 3:00am.  My son, already has a very stubborn side

Only a few more weeks and we will be expecting our son. We are so excited about the whole thing. We have purchased our crib and change table (Thanks mom and dad) and bought our travel system.

Jeff is painting the nursery and we have bought all the decorations to put up. The baby is moving around a lot, I feel him stretching and moving around...maybe a hockey player or soccer player.

As time is ticking on I am getting nervous about the whole child birth process, I hate pain. The best I can do is go with the flow and see what happens take it minute by minute.

Well as the time draws near the excitement builds as does a whole flood of emotions. Currently, my favorite commercial is the new Dairy Queen one where the woman is pregnant and she and her husband are enjoying a "dream team ice cream.." The man dreams that his wife gives birth to a boy..the woman's dream sequence is that of the man giving birth and going through all the pain, she is holding a camera and he looks into it and tells her that it is all her fault and never to touch him again. It is really funny. I laugh everytime I watch it. 

It just makes me laugh because the whole birth process is very nerve wracking. 

Keep an eye out for it.